Infatuation

My first ever crush was Jason. He was my classmate back in Kinder school. He's a handsome little meztiso boy that I really, really liked. I really can't remember if I was able to be friends with him. All I knew then is that he makes me feel giddy whenever he's around. Thus, that feeling which is sometimes thought as love.

Part of growing up, or simply part of life is the feeling of being attracted to someone. It's a normal feeling that you start to like someone because of his/her physical qualities. You start to feel giddy whenever that person just passes by. You can't help but just smile then think of the maybes of being with that certain person. However, that does not end there because sometimes they really become involve with you or even be in a relationship with you. That's the part when people sometimes feel that it is love, when in the end they realize that they were just blinded or they really just thought it was.

I had a funny experience back in grade school with a certain guy. Well, let's just say that when you're still at that age you would think that every little thing that a guy says is true. It really sucked how I almost believed in everything that he said with those sweet messages and calls. Of course, he suddenly disappeared. It was just like that, and I can't even remember why or how. Well, I don't want to remember that anymore. The thing is, I thought that was IT. I know it's really funny, but sometimes you need that kind of experience to let you see things clearly. And that's as shallow as you can get, but at least the ones that followed weren't like that. It's such a learning experience as you progress from there until you finally find that love that you want to have.